Talk Bubbles Without Words: March 2008

Lets talk a bit! I am half depressed. Not only because it started snowing when it supposed to be spring. And not only because the snow doesn't give up, and it's cold, and cycling is hard, and I had a little adventure today which might cost me 800 Euros, but also because this snow looks so innocent and pretty. and I was already depressed because apparently the position of celestial bodies tells that this year some friends will find their real comfort next to me. How miserable is that! Did you get it? "some" not one! and their comfort not mine! And I am like nooooo! Faalgir* Pleeease! I thought I got rid of my old habits. But if you born in Aban* you born in Aban I guess.

And Yes! I was singing and burning heavens down with my breaking voice, and it was all kissing and hugging and laughing up there!!! (Who believes this?) , that I couldn't break, and I fell, and I scratched a car, and I gave the guy from my ID number to my old address back home-real-home plus a little biography, and then it just suddenly hit me that I don't have the right insurance. ( I am totally fine and I got what I really deserved. I really could have fixed that break while ago.)

and well yes it's not just the snow that no news is happy news these days, no dish is extraordinary, no care is totally welcome, and no party is super fun and I can not dance no matter how sober and how drunk I am.

Well! Clearly, I am proudly depressed!! (Why else did you think I am blogging?) For one thing, it is better than being proudly an asshole, or proudly miserable or a proud looser. and if you are not sure which one is better then for sure you are happier than me. I am also shamelessly happy once every two days. This turned out to be the duration of my highly dynamic emotional cycle.

enough for now. the rest for later

Sincerely,

p.s. faalgir is a fortuneteller in Farsi.
p.s. Aban starts 7 days before November I think.